Sports

The thing about sports is there is no such thing as a foregone conclusion. Sure everyone will claim they can tell. But sports betting would not exist if sports was actually predictable. We hold and watch competitions because both the expected and unexpected can be amazing to witness. 

Writing or many creative pursuits can be like that. You set targets and goals and some days you show up and are a star who exceeded expectations. And some days, not so much. You try to practice and learn your best conditions so wherever possible you have more good days than bad. But some days it snows in the middle of your half pipe competition or someone nudges you off the short track and you just don't know. Even on the publishing side you'll hear stories of trains full of books falling into lakes or covers that got banned by one of the stores or some rave going viral. Wildly unpredictable things happen every day. You show up as ready as you can be for what happens next. 

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It's That Time of Year

Aka 7 Things About the Olympics

1. Let's get some disclaimers out of the way. Borders are arbitrary. Gender is not binary. The Olympics are very arbitrary about what counts as actually breaking the rules vs not. The countries that are allowed vs. banned is not consistent. But I enjoy some of the pretense that the Olympics claim to be, and hope they will be someday. Basically they are imperfect, and yes, very little is perfect, but also they need to change more and faster than they have been. 

2. Opening ceremonies are delightfully weird in that way that seems so cringe when it's your country until someone else makes fun of it, and you are like actually that cultural dance is wonderful, and the dancing statues had a context, thank you very much. The only thing more delightfully weird than an opening ceremony, is a closing.

2. I personally am a little bit sore from waking in snow. (Okay it was snow-crete.) So the incredible work and dedication to race down a mountain, or across one, or around a rink, and maybe to toss in a flip is amazing. 

3. People like to pretend sports are a break, a respite from reality. But even if sports didn't involve people, the reality is there. There's an athlete from Minneapolis who is competing while her town is under attack. There are skiiers and skaters seeing the effects of climate change. 

4. I love every ridiculous stat they cite. No country with three syllables has ever won two consecutive medals in ski ballet. (Not a real event currently.)

5. I love every weird attempt to jack up the emotion in every hardship story. Jack, when you were diagnosed with seasonal allergies, did you think your athletic career was over? 

Yes, but then I discovered snow sports, Susie, and my life was changed. 

6. I love judging the country outfits. It amuses me how serious about cold some countries are, versus the ones that are like, will a puffy hat be enough? Also seeing which secondary and tertiary colors some countries adopt. And the athletes that are the lone competitor for their country. 

7. Also, people talk about Superbowl ads, but I confess I love judging the Olympic ads. They attempt to be heartwarming and sometimes are. 

Changes in the News

We subscribed to The Washington Post growing up. I remember discovering that there were columnists who appeared in metro, style, and sports, some of them twice a week. Determining their rhythms. Learning which movie critic aligned with my tastes. When I got old enough to plan my weekend around the going out guide. Their incredibly knowledgeable books section that covered stuff that wasn't just literary or a bestseller. 

I had a friend working at the Post when it got bought by a billionaire. She was laid off a few years later with almost her whole team. As they slowly shrank the metro section down, as their popular sports columnists left for the sports channel, and they made minimal efforts to grow their replacements to the same stature. 

The Post has slowly changed. And certainly the rise of the internet and the changing ad scape mean all news sites are grappling with change. But to me it seemed the higher ups assumed that having Washington in the name was locality enough. Of course this meant to find out what was actually happening in the city where I lived I had to turn to other news sources, like WTOP, the 51st, Washington City Paper, and City Cast. And so I had less time for the Post because the Post stopped serving what I wanted. 

It's hard not to wonder if like Twitter this wasn't an intentional death blow to a thing that had provided clear eyed reporting of many goings on.

Or perhaps, the signs were already there when an award winning journalist saved a key revelation for his book rather than his newspaper column. 

I am sorry for all the incredible people who lost their jobs this week.

The State of Things

I've been staying away from current events of late because the firehose of news is sometimes a lot and I don't like dwelling on it.  But I received a newsletter from a local business speaking out about the state violence in Minnesota and found myself a little peeved that this particular business had sort of never mentioned the National Guard being activated in DC.  I find I talk to several people who don't realize that I commute most days with or past the National Guard.  That the National Guard and the Park Police patrolled streets along with the local police and knocked on doors and proudly arrested literal hundreds of our neighbors.  And yes, some of the most obvious and egregious stuff has seemed to slow.  The unhoused gentleman who hangs out near where I board the metro is back in place (though much of his stuff was trashed by the police and various federal forces who placed him under a psychiatric hold for choosing to live outside.  

Now, certainly, I understand many eyes are turned towards Minnesota as they rightly should be. Goodness knows I have been tracking the news in Minnesota, checking in with Minnesota friends, donating where I can.  But I also know that the things happening here, even if they seem less bad or more benign are equally deserving of attention and pushback.  Local people, even some in the suburbs sometimes fall into the trap that DC folks deserve the mistreatment we get because we aren't a state, as if she forgot to mail in our statehood application.  As if we haven't asked multiple times to be a state, through the appropriate channels and been ignored.  They left us a federal enclave intentionally.  Because they enjoy holding power over a mostly brown, mostly liberal city.

Anyway, some days I seek joy where I can find it.  But it doesn't mean I've forgotten about all the figurative and literal ice we are digging out from under.  

2025 Reading Tally

Once again, I gather together all the reading data.  It's always interesting the things it tells me.  Here's last year if you want to compare other years. Commuting means my audiobook consumption has been very different this year  
Read: 223
DNF'd: 22
I read 205 different authors, 97 of whom that were new to me.  Oldest book was from 1993.  103 of them were from 2025.  115 of them were audiobooks.  Top authors included KD Casey and Jodi McAlister. 69 books were part of a series.  6 rereads.  109 were library books.  One was a play.  Top genre was romance.  January and March were top months with 21 reads each.  
It was a good year of reading.  

Mislaid Plans

In late fall I decided I needed something to look forward to, so booked myself a little mini-day trip to New York to see a show. I belatedly realized I had picked the same weekend as BroadwayCon and thought about extending my stay, but ended up choosing not to. 

The things I had not properly remembered were that, ten years ago it snowed like hell on BroadwayCon weekend and well, we were due for a repeat. 

When I first saw the forecast for snow I figured, this will probably change, I like snow, I really want to see the show, and with the cast having announced they are leaving now, new tickets will be hard to come by, plus, I know people in New York so if I get stranded I have options. 

And then the forecast basically shifted so that the storm was going to be at it's worst right during my train back. A train that has a crew change in Philadelphia. And well, after I told like six people I was just gonna go for it and see what happened, I started to feel like would I consider other people who decided to go somewhere during the worst of the snow/sleet absolute fools? And since the answer was yes, maybe I should not be a fool. Intentionally at least. I had a little bit of concern that if I cancelled it would then not snow, but I reminded myself, I was not actually in charge of the weather. I was just in charge of making decisions for myself. 

So I did a little what would be a good other day to go research, and then had a weird issue where my bank card wouldn't work so I called it a night.

And woke up Friday morning to discover that Amtrak had cancelled my trip, and so was offering me free rebooking. And Telecharge kindly let me buy a new ticket and refunded my original one.

And so instead I braved the cold and got breakfast tacos and pastries with a friend and then settled into the couch with my cat and my knitting. It was not the adventure I had planned for myself. But there was reading, and baking. And I listened to the cast album to get my remote Broadway feels in. 

Complaints

I reached out to my (non-voting) representative this week to express my frustration.

Separately I emailed a large chain to let them know a recent business decision they had made to offer a service that provided less expertise, but one imagines is also cheaper for them. 

I don't always expect everything I complain about to be addressed. Sometimes I just don't want to let it pass. Corporations are going to make business decisions I don't like. But I always want them to know I noticed. To know it has affected my shopping decisions. It's become practically a pastime for people to chime in with enshitification every time something happens.

But it's worth noting, when I complain, I do so in the hopes that Congress or a corporation will attempt to do better. I know I am one person. But on average so few people reach out, I hope to add to the tally. I hope that maybe, someone who fought against the choice will read my email and say, see. Or try to nudge things back in the other direction.

Complaining isn't the only way to imagine a better world, but it's one of them. 

Tara Kennedy

Note: If you are reading this outside of your normal work hours, feel free to hold off response until your work hours.  

~To the world we dream about, and the one we live in now. 

"Hadestown", book and lyrics by Anais Mitchell

Not Safer

A short but non-exhaustive list of things that do not make me safer.

-Arresting people for being unhoused.

-Taking and/destroying tents of unhoused folks. 

-Federal agents who do not know local law patrolling the streets.

-National guard monitoring my morning commute on metro. 

-Immigrants who escaped an oppressive regime having their status revoked or changed unilaterally. 

-The US bombing civilians, creating more displaced and insecure people.